Guide me in your ways, be the perfect example of what a… I don’t even know what you are, but you are my new hero/spirit animal. that .5/10 list is life. 

i Never would have thought thigs would turn out like this. im in love.. AGAIN….

Not just no ordinary love im in a forbidden love.I Dont understand how i could have so much feelings for someone who brings so much  drama sooo quick…And the worst part is that im not suppose to be feeling like this for him because he wasnt mines to begin with.

I WONDER…… What made him come to me. what made him fall for me… what made him like me??? what was it… because its not like i noticed him b4… and if he would have never started talking to me i would have never fell for him..

His EX Girl Looks At Me like im disgrace..Like i Messed Up Her Happy Home…. And Shit i dont blame her… B4 i Came in the picture she had her family and even though they broke up, they could haved gotten back together… but then I Came ALONG AND I  FUCKED THAT UP FOR HER… and i Feel so Bad…

BUT LIKE WTF I DIDNT ASK FOR THIS… I WAS HAPPY SINGLE AND DRAMA FREE…. 

Now i met this sexy,talented jamaican who i can relate with, he makes me happy and i feel complete when with him…. he dragged me to him and now im attached… Everything About him invites me in. His Smile, His personality, His Brownish Black Eyes, The Way He Dress. The Way he talk EVERYTHINGGGG!!!!! and i LOVE IT,…. But i feel so bad….  WE Are Happy committing to a long distance relationship now, and his EX is . there Struggling, lonely, Sad. and SINGLE…

He had a Family with this Girl And i Fucked every chance of her ever getting him back…. because even though i feel bad… im NOT LETTING HIM GO FOR NOTHING…. 

i know im Wrong,… And Karma Soon Come Back For me… This Love is SOOOOOOO FORBIDDEN